Of all the things I'd thought I had
Who thought it could turn out all so bad
From all that I tried and paid
I got left in the dust even though I prayed
I tried with all my might
But all you gave me was your spite
I did everything to become the way you are
In the end it only put me far
With that I did not listen to friends with words said
but instead I just thought of only good and went to bed
Many days of torment taken
Forgotten in one moment in my heart mistaken
Why was the word of love believed
when at days end all i did was bleed
No matter what hate is brought it's gone in a second
only to have hate once again afterward fastened
Now I know the words my friends are true
Only too late did I realize that I was always blue
Even with all the grief and hate lost and then to gain
I would probably end up doing it again
With all the words hurt when spoken
Once again I'm left feeling broken
