I’ve been changed
Confused by opinions
A lot of them but not mine
Was not able even to understand
Myself
Forced to be someone
Noone
I woke up seeing
Observing
Fights --- battles --- wars
Everyone joining in
Lots loosing, some broken, many left behind
Just
And a few winning meaning surviving
Then I understood
Loneliness
The price: taking the next breath
The only aim
Gaining it for
Whatever for
Knowing
Makes me change
This time
Coming from my inside